Wednesday, December 17, 2008

To have & to hold....

A year ago we swore to have and to hold, through sickeness and in health, til' death do us part....
Here's my card for hubs.
As for how we're celebrating.... IDK. I'm always saddened now a days during the holidays as if something has left my body. I have been like this for 5 years now. Every year is not as happy as it should be. The only  happiness that I get is when I see my kids opne their gifts and that's how far my happiness will go. SAD ya.. I live everyday life as if everything is ok with me. I can't show or express it cause i feel that I am being to open with the world. And Now "DUH JACKIE! do you happen to know where you're typing?" a nut case huh! Anywhootsie Nuff with the drama princess role...
Hope all is having a HAPPY HUMP day.....
Oh yeah hope you all like my card....
CIAO!
JackieLou

11 comments:

Michelle Ueligitone said...

Yeah, this time can be rough. I understand. I feel yah with feeling down at times, but we have our children to brighten our days. When life overwhelms me, I just look at my daughter and know that nothing matters but her. Hang in there. Give your kiddies a big hug and hopefully they can take away some of your blues.

bermudabluez said...

Happy Anniversary! I get those holiday blues too....you're not the only one...believe me. Hope you're feelin' better today!

Elena said...

I like your card!
Hope you will feel better Jackielou...
I feel the same way on holiday being so far away from my family...

2 Worlds said...

Happy Anniversary !
Great Card !

WhimsicalThoughts said...

I feel ya sista, I've been gloomy myself, I was telling my mom last night that I feel like i'm looking for something but can't find it, like a piece of me is missing. .... Hang in there! On another note, what a beautiful card JackieLou - sending you **hugs**

~ Toni ~

~amy~ said...

Happy Anniversary, great card. Hang in there sista...

Catherine said...

Happy Anniversary, Jackie.
Hang in there, sweetie :)

Maria said...

Oh, Jackielou. . .why so sad! I know how you feel. . .sometimes, I feel blah, especially during the holidays!! I feel like there should be more than just all the hustle and bustle of trying to keep it all together. I'm always disappointed wishing it was more fun than busy!!

Your husband is lucky to have received such a beautiful card from such a beautiful wife. Happy Anniversary, Jackielou!!

Maria

Lisa said...

Oh Jackielou,
how sad, talk to me, email me, I can't bear it that you are so sad. You are not alone!!!! Why oh why tell me??
I love your card its stunningly beautifull just like you and you and ur hubby look a picture in the picture!!
Sending all my happy thoughts to you and yours.
Loads of holiday hugs comin ur way!!!

Eve said...

Lovely card!

Enjoli said...

Happy Anniversary Jackie! =) Hope you and your fam have a merry x-mas... Take care...

xoxo